Holy, I can’t even with what is going on right now. Due to my very vague title, and lack of information on why I told you guys to click here, let me finally say why. I just watched the Shawn Mendes x Casey Neistat Documentary. I legit thought that it would be light hearted and funny, but, boy oh boy, was I wrong. It completely took a 360 turn and led me straight to tears. Like not balling my eyes out kinda tears but like two drops rolling out whenever he looked into the camera. And, don’t even get me started on the point where he said, “this is getting emotional”, no shit, Mendes. Watch it here!
I loved all the acoustics that Casey included in the video and all the goofy things he was doing. Sometimes when you idolize someone, we mostly forget that they’re human too. Throughout the video, he was so humble and didn’t once say some weird bullshit. Which, I mean, he can but you get my point. The only drawback is that I wanted an hour long documentary not a 14 minute one, because I’ve been waiting for this like, May, I guess. 😦 I remember all the times when I was doing my final exam, my brain was like, “can’t get you off my mind… UH!” But, he’s really busy and I’m glad at least he did this, I’ll take what I can get, thankyou very much. I remember clenching my legs and screaming, ‘no, no’ or ‘ohmygod!!!’
The reason why I love Shawn is actually pretty simple and, I’m sure like any other reason why people love a specific artist. I remember the first time I listened to “Illuminate” (his second album, for those who don’t know) the day it released. I didn’t really listen to him before that, except Stitches, of course. I was going through a REALLY shitty time in my life, mentally. 2016, you stay away from me. I vividly remember the second I clicked on “Treat You Better”, and the instrumentals and the beats started, I was completely blown away. He started singing and I loved every single second of it. It seemed like a beautiful release from a brutal reality. Because, it was just that. Song after song, I listened and I loved, there was not one song that I didn’t like or skip. Still to this day, I’ll listen to it all; it’s a reminder of how his music and voice helped me get through things and see the better things in life. I’m sorry if this is boring to you, but it’s true.
And, yeah the fact that he is absolutely beautiful, like have you seen this man?! He’s an angel, I mean you have to be in denial if you don’t think so. Ugh, I love him so much ❤
He’s married to me, but, shh, we want to keep it private. 😉 ❤
Listen to my top five from his Album: Shawn Mendes.
- In My Blood
- Perfectly Wrong I suggest to keep your tissues ready. “I need you more than I know.”
I switch between Lost in Japan and Nervous all the time. Picking these top five was the hardest, I suggest you listen to the album in order; because I honestly love them all. No joke.
Thank you so much for reading! ❤